âIdeas are like fish. If you want to catch little fish, you can stay in the shallow water. But if you want to catch the big fish, youâve got to go deeper.
Down deep, the fish are more powerful and more pure. Theyâre huge and abstract. And theyâre very beautiful.â - David Lynch
The world lost a visionary filmmaker in David Lynch, who passed away on January 15. He opened my heart and mind to the possibilities of cinema⌠To how it can go beyond the ordinary and obvious, into the soul.
One of my favorite films of the year, The Brutalist, does precisely that - but before we dive in, letâs plan our next Movie Club event, where weâll celebrate Lynchâs legacy together.
đď¸ Our next Movie Club event - LIVE!
Our second âwatch partyâ here at The Lighthouse will feature The Straight Story.
At first glance, itâs an oddly straightforward film for Lynch, considering his reputation as a provocateur and surrealist. But for a time, he felt it was his most experimental.
The Straight Story follows an older man who embarks on a long journey atop a riding lawnmower. Itâs a simple, heartfelt, G-rated Disney movie - no, seriously, Iâm not kidding! - thatâs inspired by true events and bursting with compassion. Iâm keen to explore how The Straight Story both diverges from and fits into Lynchâs canon.
This will be my first time watching The Straight Story, so weâll be breaking it down together! Like in our Interstellar screening a few weeks back, weâll hang out, network, trade stories, and discuss the filmâs art and craft in real-time.
Join us for lively discussion and camaraderie with kindred spirits, whether we wind up with an intimate gathering or a full house!
This event is exclusively for paid subscribers. If youâve already upgraded, then youâre all set - simply follow the instructions here at the appointed time below.
(Please note that youâll need your own copy of the film if you want to watch along with us, but youâre welcome to tune in regardless).
WHEN: Saturday, February 08, starting at 10:30am EST. Weâll catch up for half an hour, then begin watching together promptly at 11:00am EST.
WHAT: A virtual âwatch partyâ of David Lynchâs THE STRAIGHT STORY.

OVERTURE: In search of the Big Fish
Oscar Season is in full swing, friends!
Although Emilia PĂŠrez leads the pack with 13 nominations, the true star for me is director Brady Corbetâs The Brutalist. Itâs a titan of a film that proudly and unapologetically goes after âthe big fishâ, to borrow Lynchâs terminology.
For that, itâs been honored with 10 nominations.
I was lucky enough to catch a 70mm projection of The Brutalist at The American Film Instituteâs flagship cinema in Washington, DC - twice!
In making The Brutalist, Corbet resurrected a near-extinct widescreen format called VistaVision. It was introduced by Paramount Pictures in 1954 and used to capture some of Alfred Hitchcockâs greatest films, including Vertigo and North by Northwest.
The larger negative is eight-perf, effectively doubling the size of a traditional 35mm frame. This unique perspective enabled Corbet and his cinematographer, Lol Crawley, to capture the filmâs expansive architecture without wide-angle lenses.
âThe best way to photograph architecture is with rectilinear lenses that donât distort the buildings themselves,â Crawley explains:
You can also shoot the most beautiful portraits on the format. Essentially, youâre encompassing two different things: You have the shallower depth of field of a longer lens, but also the field of view of a wider lens.
Itâs a bold choice for a bold film, whose ambition among this yearâs Best Picture nominees is rivaled only by Dune: Part Two, a blockbuster with the soul of an arthouse film. I had the privilege of seeing Dune four times on the big screen and expect to revisit it soon, but for now, letâs bring The Brutalist into focus.
We have a lot of ground to cover together as we take stock of the craft; go behind-the-scenes of how Corbetâs film was independently financed (and what the implications may be for the indie filmmakers among us); and explore why humans even bother creating art in the first place. So make yourself a cup of coffee, or tea, or whatever beverage is most suited to the time, and letâs get going!*

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ACT ONE: Setting the stage for an epic story
Corbetâs film has been described as âmonumentalâ, but the word doesnât feel epic enough. Weâre talking about a sweeping historical drama that spans decades and runs almost four hours long. Itâs structured as an Overture, Act One, Intermission, Act Two, and Epilogue. I canât remember the last time I attended a screening with a proper intermission thatâs actually baked into the running time. It put a big smile on my face.
The Brutalist grew out of a desire to explore the relationship between postwar trauma and postwar architecture. It follows the life of LĂĄszlĂł Toth, a (fictional) architect from Hungary and Holocaust survivor. After World War II, LĂĄszlĂł emigrates to America for a fresh start, in search of freedom, safety, and professional opportunity.
In other words, in search of the American Dream.
The film foreshadows a subversion of the American Dream right from the start.
LĂĄszlĂł awakens in the dark, disoriented. He stumbles through a crowd, out of the underbelly of a ship and up into the light of day. He laughs, elated by the sight of the Statue of Liberty for the first time - except it looms upside-down in the frame.
One of the opening shots visually skews the symbol of America.
In that moment, I knew I was witnessing a film that marries style with substance. It further telegraphs its message with an ominous Goethe quote, in voiceover:
âNone are more hopelessly enslaved than those who falsely believe they are free.â
Throughout Act One, LĂĄszlĂł - played with great empathy by Adrien Brody - struggles to find his footing in a new country. He faces persecution, poverty, and drug addiction. Eventually, he helps his cousin renovate the library of a wealthy industrialist, Harrison Lee van Buren, played by Guy Pearce.
Impressed, Harrison commissions LĂĄszlĂł to build a visionary cultural center in Pennsylvania. It could be the ideal intersection of LĂĄszlĂłâs talents, interests, and needs⌠Decent pay, a place to stay, and even a way for his wife and niece, ErzsĂŠbet and Zsofia, to join him in America, leaving the traumas of war behind.
Freedom!
But at what cost?

INTERMISSION: What good art is supposed to do
âOne of the many things that makes Brady Corbetâs The Brutalist so essential,â film critic Brian Tallerico writes, âis how it defies easy categorizationâ:
It is âaboutâ so many things without specifically hammering, highlighting, or bullet-pointing them⌠Itâs a story of immigration, addiction, Zionism, architecture, inequity, class, violence, and even filmmaking⌠Itâs a film that turns inward into itself, winding its themes around its characters like a great American novel.
Which means thereâs much with which to connect, big and small.
In one scene, LĂĄszlĂł shaves while practicing his English pronunciation. I lived that moment myself in The Netherlands, practicing my Dutch in front of the mirror with shaving cream all over my face, struggling to prepare for the language exams.
During intermission, I bumped into a Brazilian man who was keen to discuss the film. âI had no idea what this movie was about,â he said. âI just heard it was showing in 70mm, so I had to come.â His eyes flashed excitedly. He shared his background as a classically trained conductor who immigrated to the US five years ago.
He told me about the odd jobs he took - completely unrelated to his field - so that he could make ends meet, seeing in LĂĄszlĂł a version of his own story.
In Corbetâs words, âlike all public art, it means different things to different people⌠It is there to provoke discussion. It is there to provoke new ideas and to unpack old ones. That is, historically, what good art is supposed to do.â

ACT TWO: The unholy alliance of Art & Commerce
The film slowly reveals the toll that Harrisonâs patronage takes on LĂĄszlĂł, who âfled fascism only to encounter capitalismâ. This is the idea I want to spend some time unpacking here. Many of us are filmmakers and creatives, so itâs especially relevant.
At the heart of The Brutalist lies a tug-of-war between art and commerce.
Heck, itâs a tension thatâs baked into the making of the film! Corbet and his team spent SEVEN YEARS independently producing The Brutalist for only $10 million:
What they really need to be teaching kids in film school is building a budget and raising money for your project. And there are a few ways to do that. If youâre fortunate enough to have an international passport, whether the UK or France or anywhere in Europe, many programs are in place for raising soft money. Iâm American, so unfortunately - because we have no cultural minister and donât really have any meaningful support for the arts - I have to do it the Hollywood way.
Which is interesting, because these films really have one foot in the Hollywood tradition and one foot very much outside of it.
I realized that to make films for even over $1 million, I needed to go through the process of having the project sent to various performers⌠The best way to raise money is to build a package. Iâm not saying that someone needs to attach Tom Cruise. Maybe thereâs a young performer that had a big year and financiers might be more inclined to invest in a project that theyâre attached to.
You just build the project brick by brick, and you have to anticipate a lot of rejection⌠If you feel confident about your material and youâre not just selling yourself on the delusion, then things tend to work out.
âŚYou want to write material that attracts everybody. But for me, so much of this is very intuitive. Iâm not that strategic. I donât write something or make something as a means to an end. Ever. It never occurred to me that the project wasnât commercial. Because in Hollywood, nothing is ever commercially viable enough.
âŚThe truth is that Hollywood just usually waits for everyone else to tell them what to think. It was only when the film started getting a reaction... that it was perceived as being potentially commercially viable.
To overcome the challenges that Corbet & Co. encountered along the way, they had to get creative. For example, when insurance companies refused to insure the production because their original screenplay was too long, they shrunk the margins to make it fewer pages. And when they were in Hungary, a landlocked country, they considered shooting the opening aboard the ship in a parking garage.
They knew their project inside and out, so they knew what could work.
âMy thing is: Give me a number, but let me move the sand around in the box,â Corbet explains. âI will deliver on that number, but donât tell me how to make my fucking movie, period.â In the end, The Brutalist was shot in a mere 33 days.

[Spoiler alert] As the film tips into its second act, Harrison shows his true colors.
He has money but no soul - so he tries to take LĂĄszlĂłâs.
Here, Iâm reminded of Judge Holden from Cormac McCarthyâs Blood Meridian, one of my favorite books. âThe freedom of birds is an insult to me,â Holden says at one point. âWhatever in creation exists without my knowledge exists without my consent.â
Harrison, like Holden, craves control. Nature, creativity, beauty are affronts to his impoverished worldview. So Harrison effectively strands LĂĄszlĂł on his isolated estate⌠In an especially painful scene, he throws money at LĂĄszlĂł, then asks him to give it back⌠And in a horrific moment deep in the mines of Carrara, Italy, he violates him unimaginably. âMy poor husband,â ErzsĂŠbet remarks after witnessing LĂĄszlĂłâs increasingly erratic behavior. âGod has been robbed of you.â

Through one lens, itâs an extreme illustration of how broken the art/commerce relationship can be. Its dysfunctions are thrown into especially sharp relief by collaborative mediums like the movies. In the words of legendary filmmaker Andrei Tarkovsky, âCinema is unhappy⌠because it depends on money.â
Iâve experienced this firsthand in my own projects.
Screenwriters are often expected to work âon specâ, for free, harder than the competition. Itâs a race to the bottom, and refusing to play the game is âamateurâ. If-Come deals are on the rise in Hollywood, so the problem seems to be getting worse.
And itâs not just the screenwriters who struggle. Sometimes, itâs the whole team. A script of mine is currently with a production company - championed by their producers, development team, and a fearless director - and nobodyâs getting paid.
Thatâs par for the course.
âFilmmakers frequently - and independent filmmakers, especially - make either very little money, or often $0,â Corbet himself confirms. âWhat that means, because no one can live on $0, is that you have to take on other jobsâ:
I mean, I havenât had a day off in many, many, many, many, many years. I do not remember the last time that I didnât have something in the diary, and thatâs exhausting physically and spiritually, especially when you do a job where you need energy and sleep to be able to focus and do your job well. It spreads people out too thin, and itâs just simply not sustainable.
I always find it interesting that there are so many people that reap the benefits of the projects that we conceive of and realize, and thereâs something very odd about that imbalance⌠Thereâs real presumption from the public⌠that artists are doing a lot better than theyâre actually doing.
I know many people that are currently campaigning for Best Picture for their movies, and theyâre still struggling to pay their rent.
Obviously, it shouldnât be this way. But here we are.
So what to do?
Honestly, I donât know. I donât have a solution to propose.
âI would have quit a long time ago if I could see myself doing literally anything else,â I once shared with a fellow filmmaker. He felt exactly the same way.

In my experience, thereâs an obsessive quality to most acts of creation⌠An irrational but wholly irresistible urge to make sense of the world.
âThat thrumming âI existâ inside demands an outlet,â says film critic Stephen David Miller. âHowever hopeless things appear, the human spirit always seems compelled to make a mark. So we channel our zeal and our abilities, whatever we can muster, and we do our best to etch them into stone.â
Case in point, LĂĄszlĂł sacrifices everything to the construction of his monolithic cultural center in Pennsylvania.
Itâs the only way he knows how to express himself after staring down the traumas of first fascism, then capitalism. He goes so far as to invest his own fee back into the project, pouring all of himself into his creative vision - much like Corbet poured himself into the making of The Brutalist.
Art imitates life imitates art.

EPILOGUE: That which endures
In a telling scene, Harrison asks LĂĄszlĂł why he became an architect.
âIs there a better description of a cube than that of its construction?â, LĂĄszlĂł replies.
In other words, the work is the answer. It speaks for itself. âOf course, I feel the same way about my films,â Corbet shares. âIf you could tell a film, then why make a film?â
Architecture, cinema, both are mediums that have the power to express the inexpressible. They are their own languages, spoken into existence through singular vision, sheer force of will, and a collaborative effort against the odds.
And in their purest form, they often come at great personal cost.
Perhaps, as LĂĄszlĂłâs niece puts it, âIt is the destination, not the journey.â
It is the final outcome of oneâs work - not the trials and tribulations informing and shaping the process - that has the last word.
After all, the outcome is what endures the erosion of time:
Studying at Bauhaus, LĂĄszlĂł learned that design must serve its purpose... No frivolities, no flourishes, form as a perfect expression of function.
Both LĂĄszlĂłâs buildings and Corbetâs filmmaking reflect such functionalist ideals. So, for example, the relentless rhythm of the music - when paired with the visual motif of the road rushing forward - suggests the relentless march of industry, of creativity.
No superfluous parts.
Even The Brutalist itself becomes a brutalist object.
Itâs âa physically heavy object when it screens the way itâs meant to be seen, on 70mm,â recalls Corbet. âIt notoriously weighs hundreds of poundsâ:
It was really funny, because I remember getting the Pelican cases for the first time with all 26 reels inside of them. And I was like, âThis feels rightââŚ
I remember I always felt so bad, in a way, when I was making the film. It was an imposition for everyone. And now, physically, it requires several people to carry it around. It is a big object, but that is also the beauty of the project, and I think thatâs what attracted people to it. Itâs both.
Itâs a pain in the ass, but itâs also a beautiful object.
These projects, thatâs just what they are. Itâs a lot more agony than ecstasy, but the ecstasies are what keep us all coming back, I suppose.

Corbet approaches filmmaking as an exploration, both thematically and in terms of form. His partner and co-writer, Mona Fastvold, goes so far as to describe films as âthe closest we get to dreams... We speak in images and try to create as much meaning, symbolism, and subtext within those images as we can.â
Theyâre after âthe big fishâ, in Lynchâs parlance.
Corbet dares to dive down deep, where âthe fish are more powerful and more pure⌠Theyâre huge and abstract⌠And theyâre very beautiful.â
The Brutalistâs power, purity, scope, formal experimentation, and beauty make a strong case for it to win Best Picture, in my book!
In a risk-averse industry - with data driving paint-by-number movies more often than not - we need more films and filmmakers plumbing the depths. They should be recognized and rewarded, so that we get big swings more consistently.
âThe algorithm and the data that many companies now rely on to decide what they do and do not greenlight is an inherently flawed, bullshit metric,â Corbet claims. âHow on earth would we get the work of David Lynch, Sofia Coppola, or Wes Anderson, or any of these very commercially successful auteurs? We wouldnât, because the fucking algorithm would never, ever support a Mulholland Drive.â He concludes:
What Iâm hoping the film industry gleans from this year⌠is that whether you like or dislike the movies in the conversation this year, theyâre pretty radical, independent films made by auteur filmmakers. Everyone should take a signal from that.
I pray that they do.

And if they donât, wellâŚ
Then the next time youâre feeling down about it, pull up this photo of my sisterâs Cats!
Iâm sorry, Iâm sorry. đť
Itâs just that Iâm pretty sure every edition of The Ultimate Boon (this extra âbehind the scenesâ newsletter for paid subscribers) will feature some form of Cat spam. They bring me such joy in life, and I hope they can make you smile, too.
Have you seen The Brutalist? What did you think? Can art and commerce ever coexist peacefully? Letâs put our heads together and be a part of brainstorming more sustainable solutions for the arts. There has to be a better way.
Until next time, and I hope to catch you at our upcoming Movie Club event!




















Corbert isn't the only one going after big fish, Mr. Koehler!
Oh! I also meant to say that I can't wait to see this movie, and I'm really really jealous that you got to see it on the big screen. It almost feels like there's no point in seeing it until I can see it on a screen like that! I absolutely love that the filmmaker was so audacious in his vision that he did all of this on such a low budget, in spite of the fact that I'm sure everyone was saying it was an insane thing to do. Talk about hope being a thing with feathers!